fleets of anger

a girl she seemed alone
as she walked the streets at night
and no one could have known
the pain conflicted in that fight

that pushed her to the streets
and knocked her to the ground
by the many agnry fleets
of people that were found

in her life so broken and cold
with the hits straight to the core
the night she became bold
before she hit the floor

now stumbling down the streets
so very late at night
hiding from those fleets
and the pain conflitcing fights

while in the ditch she lay
humming in her head
her eyes begin to stray
as she longs for a warm bed

she sings aloud to the stars
as she shivers the cold away
and watches the passing cars
while her mind becomes astray

as she absorbed the pain that night
a light was shined upon her
you could tell there was a fight
for she could barley stir

this girl coverd in blood and bruise
had longed for love and care
instead of walking without shoes
and a blank and empty stare

she cringed when she heard the door
and someone getting out
she cried i'm on the floor
and she started to scream and shout

please don't hurt me
no please not again
for i'm dying don't you see
my heart it can not mend

a dark figure was now near
and she bgan to cry
for deep inside a true dark fear
and all she could do was try

she tried to crawl away
but a convincing voice so sweet
told her that she should stay
i'll protect you from that fleet

with no strength left inside
she fell to the ground so quick
for she was scared and tho she tried
she prayed it wasn't a trick

the man he gave her heat
after she was placed inside his car
she layed on the back seat
and thanked her wishing star

he took her far away
from that broken place called home
he refused to let her stay
for that place wasn't a home

Advice to all

accept the verdict of the past
don't reject the fortune of tomorrow
just live each day if it were your last
test the ropes that bound your heart
break the chains so you are free

don't hold back due to fear it's self

a lost love

there once was a girl
in a dark cold world
with dark feelings inside
alone she would hide
in her small empty room
with her fears so strong
trapped in a tomb
as everything went wrong
she knew not what to do
when she lost him that night
she tried to be true
she put up a fight
it has happened before
but with him it hurt so much more
just friends?
he asked
now she is masked
hides how she feels
hoping her heart heals
she says she is done
and she hates him deep down
she thinks of the fun
they had when he in town
but now it's all over
she fucked up real bad
she let fear control her
and now she is sad


written last summer when a guy broke my heart

falling deep into nothing
hoping soon there will be something
to keep me here
with out a fear
to keep this hate out of me
maybe soon i will see
the point for me
to actually be

stop me from hiding
what i truely feel
help me and my heart finally heal
i'm falling down in to nothing
hopeing soon i will find something
to hold me up from getting kocked down
a happy thought that will hang around

now with that thought
i finally found
a caring person to help me up off the ground
still some doubt and a little strain
i let them in and risk the pain
a chance for happiness
with out the mess
now with every kiss
a day dream bliss

now my obligation to hide
what i feel in side
has gone away
with the dying day
now standing tall
unafraid to fall
with them right here
i do not to fear
nor shed a tear
with protection and safety all around
i know i'm safe with this person i found
...

needs some work but here is what i have

you saved me

you have seen me from the inside
and you like what i've become
now with you the pain subsides
out of the corner of where it's from

i thank you for your caring
help me to stay standing
my heart has ceased it's tearing
you have given me a sturdy landing

if i fall i know you'll catch me
from the pain that i may endure
if i trip i know you'll save me
for that i know for sure

before i ever had this
i wasn't happy then
now with every kiss
i'm happier times ten

i know what i am risking
when i let you in so far
but this is exactly what i wanted
when i wished upon that star

i'm glad you came to save me
and with every kiss we share
inside i feel so free
i hope that everyone will stare

you keep me walking straight
and up up off my knees
for i know this must be fate
you heard my silent plees

now so happy
with you here
i hope that you will see
i have no fear
when you are near
i' know you're here for me